Friday, October 09, 2009
Don't give me that look.
Don't degrade me in front of others.
Don't assume things.
Don't think you know the most.
Continue to act oh-so superior and clever towards me.
Continue to look down on me.
Continue to have the mindset that you'll do better than me.
Continue to think that I am not ready.
Because I want you to be enormously disappointed.
I will prove you wholly wrong and I will have the last laugh.
Miracles will happen.
PS: You are becoming a foreign figure in my life. Where is the old you; I can't seem to find you.
" I lost your signal - where you at? "
Syaf was here. 9:00 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
" That's m-o-n-e-y, so sexy, "
I want to meet Jenson Button. Now.
Even if he is British.
I want to meet Beyonce as well(!) .
I want to screammmmmm!
And O's are approaching, faster than a F1 car. Probably Button's but still. *tick tock tick tock*
I still want to meet Jenson Button, ):
And oh,
WHAT THE BUTTON! Haha, so wickedly intelligent. Enjoy.
So here I go, wish me luck and peace outz, (:
Syaf was here. 11:51 AM
Friday, September 11, 2009
" All my life I have been running away so that someone will come and find me, and it wasn't until I stopped and turned round that I saw you walking towards me, "
-Poppyland
Poppyland is a sensitive and emotional read - it is really good.
Can someone care to tell me why I am feeling so, so __________ nowadays? I can't even find the right word to describe this. Maybe I don't even know what am I feeling. Freak it, it's just weird but oh well.
Only time will tell.
Syaf was here. 8:50 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Okay, I've fulfilled all my short term wishes - updated my mp3 & cleaned my Oh-my-God-what-rubbish-is-that study.
So, I will seriously really truly cross-my-heart undoubtedly stay away from this Macbook and bury myself in papers and books (I will smell them too!) when I was supposed to do that millenniums ago.
Miracles can happen as long as I put in my maximum effort and go all the way!
I can now study in peace and with music - I will revise assiduously (until I go loco) like a rock star Albert Einstein. Haha, he rocks.
Okay, then. Peace out, xx.
See you when I see you!
xoxo,
Syafiqah
PS: Oh, HAPPPPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY IRNAAAAAAA! May you have a great night ahead and aku sayang kau banyak-banyak, okay? All the best in pursuing your dreams and hey, keep in touch after O's kay? xx
Syaf was here. 5:55 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Future Love
By: Kristinia DeBarge
'' A couple of years
and I'm gonna know your name
It's like I waited for you forever
And I know this might sound insane
But it won't be long
'Till we're gonna take this up
I'm talking about our future love
You're so far away
Maybe you're right next door
Got me picturing your face again
Something worth waiting for
I put all the others behind me
They don't live up
I know what I want
What I need to the T
Baby if they ask me
I would say, I don't even know your name
And when they ask me,
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
'Cause there's something
about the way you'll love me
There's just something
about the way you'll know me
that I can't explain enough
There's just something about our future love
Future love
Walking hand in hand
Going on a second date
I can picture how we're touching
And the kiss I can almost taste
I imagine all the ways
we meet for the very first time
I can see the place,
feel the love at first sight
Baby if they ask me
I would say, I don't even know your name
And when they ask me,
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
'Cause there's something
about the way you'll love me
There's just something
about the way you'll know me
that I can't explain enough
There's just something about our future love
Future love
I know
the minute you pull up next to me
We standing there like destiny
When it feels like you're fighting just to breathe
that's when you know
The minute I pull up next to you
suddenly you don't know what to do
Everything inside you says I'm the one
Baby if they ask me
I would say, I don't even know your name
And when they ask me,
Does it change?
No, it don't change a thing
'Cause there's something
about the way you'll love me
There's just something
about the way you'll know me
that I can't explain enough
There's just something about our future love
Future love ''
I can really relate to this. It's exactly what I've been thinking about. Haha, I will just sit back and enjoy the ride. Soon.
I can't wait to see how this story begins. *smiles* I have this strong feeling that my life will head for the "Good, Better, Best" road. Deep deep deep down, I know it will change.
Popcorn, anybody?
Syaf was here. 9:32 PM
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Wow, time flies and hey today is the 1st of September. Fast, huh? I finally gave Cikgu Abidah a gift; a letter-card, to be precise. Yesterday's concert was mediocre but I was screaming my lungs out for the
Wonderboyz. Seniors came back and I can't help but to observe that they look hawter. Can't blame me - they just look better than they did in secondary school.
Oh, seeing policemen can wake me up instantly. From dying/drunk/groggy tired to excited/crazy/wants-to-dance awake. The effect the police have on me. It is amazing that this craze has made me crazy enough that I scare people sometimes. It's just human - forgive me. (:
I contradict myself and I don't get myself. I said I will be a world's distance away from this Macbook. Guess I didn't honour my word. Wait, I will I will. I just need to warm up my fingers then I will be gone.
So to all teachers;
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
Bye-bye! *poof!*
Syaf was here. 7:37 AM
Sunday, August 30, 2009

Billu
I watched this quite recently at Vasantham Central and all I can say is that Shahrukh Khan never fails to make me cry like a baby. Every movie he stars in will always make me smile and cry like a silly gundu. All his movies are epic and so powerful - you can never forget one movie.
This movie taught me a valuable lesson - true friends do exist and they remember you and are there by your side even if you are at your lowest point in your life. They don't run away from you but instead they run with you and overcome the thorny obstacles together.
Even if you are living a total opposite life, they reach out their hand for you to take and walk with you proudly. They don't ostracize you and bring you down.
Damn, Shahrukh Khan always has this profound effect on me.
In other words, he is one hell of a brilliant and convincing actor. I know it's a little too late but I think I am your biggest fan now. I love you lots, Shahrukh.

Syaf was here. 5:18 PM
Friday, August 28, 2009
men⋅tal⋅ist [men-tl-ist] - noun
1. someone who uses mental acuity, hypnosis and/or suggestion
2. a mind reader, a psychic or a fortune teller.
I can't help but to agree. Patrick Jane and I have so much in common - it's just in the mind.
We are keen observers. We are not freaks but we know we have something special. Oh, we both exude the same degree of hotness.
(;
Syaf was here. 9:48 AM